Size matters to my Girlfriend w/ Audio!Tense & Waiting

To Cum, she needs a Huge One - Listen to her Moaning at the End!

My girlfriend and I started dating a little over a year ago. The very first night we met, right before we hooked up she told me that size matters. Particularly, in order to cum from penetration alone she needed a big dick. I didn't flinch at the time as I had been told by several ex partners that I was big (my dick is 7.0 if you're into that kind of thing). After we hooked up I asked her if my size was ok, teasingly, expecting her to compliment me. But she seemed almost regretful about her earlier statement and said, "Oh well I came so." I was slightly surprised but I didn't think too much of it.

The next morning we went to get coffee and the subject of porn arose. She asked me what I liked, and because I was embarrassed I didn't tell her I almost exclusively watch cuckolding porn. When I asked her what she liked, to my surprise she said she liked cuckolding porn. I was a little flustered because at the time I was still ashamed of wanting to be a cuck. But I was also excited.

Awhile later after we became official, we had plans for me to come over. I made a joke about needing to grab magnum condoms (I don't need them, regular condoms mostly fit ok). She replied that she already had some. And this was where our journey really began, as I asked her if she had them because she was hooking up with someone much bigger before we started dating.

She said yes. I asked did you like that? Did you cum harder? And she said, "Yes actually I did." Reading the message my heart began pounding, I could feel adrenaline rushing through my body. For years I had broached similar topics with exes, but none of them had had or admitted to any such experience. Now finally, not only did I have a girlfriend who I was over the moon for, but she both did not think of me as big and also had actually had experiences with big dicks that I could not provide her! The angst and excitement was intense.

I'm afraid to admit that from then until the beginning of this summer I struggled under the onus of this new dynamic. Unrelated mental health challenges and life changes compounded the difficulty. I had recently finished grad school, started a new job, moved, and weened from my antidepressant. I was deeply insecure. I felt that I couldn't satisfy her and each sexual encounter was fraught with anxiety. At its worst, I thought about sex all the time, I compared myself to imagined others and came out lacking, I bargained with her to attempt to rewrite history and because she loved me she tried to, questioning whether her past experiences were really better at all.

Eventually, I started to heal from the wound to my self conception. I worked on it in therapy, and I told a close friend about my cuckolding kink, my girlfriend's preferences, and my insecurity. He listened to me without flinching. He was so calm and non judgmental that much of the fear and shame I felt receded in that moment. Not long after that, my partner and I decided we didn't need to pretend this shared kink didn't exist and that it might be time to consider pursuing it in some fashion. However, she was reluctant given how much tension the topic had produced for us. For awhile, things went slow. We occasionally fantasized, we bought a large dildo (she loves it), but we didn't make any steps to pursue cucking in real life.

Until this weekend. Out of the blue, an old hookup booty called her. This hookup happens to have the largest dick she has ever experienced. I told her to text him back and tell him that she was in a happy relationship but still liked to have fun. He asked her for more details, and she said she loves me but he has something I can't give her. And like that it was on. After some discussion between her and I, they set a date for today at a local bar. They are there now and when they're finished I'll be kicked out of the apartment so she can finally get filled up the way she deserves.

Sadly, she says this guy wasn't great in bed, but hopefully the forbidden nature and added excitement will make this time better than previous. I can't wait to get back to her when they're finished so I can hear all the details. I'll continue this update soon and send the rest in a separate email.

Edit: One thing I forgot to mention. Yesterday she sent me to the store to buy lube and Magnums haha. The journey comes full circle and it was so fun to buy those knowing it was to help her get fucked by a huge cock.

Update 1: it's official, they are leaving the bar and going to our apartment. She'll text me when they arrive and then again when I can come home. Now the waiting.

Update 2: I couldn't stay at the bar any longer, I went home and pressed my ear against the door. I went up and downstairs a few times not hearing anything and being afraid of getting caught. Then I walked back up and I heard it. Her moans. I immediately started recording it and I'll attach the mp3 file to this email so the readers can hear her. But then ... Oh my god I can't describe the feeling. And then "I'm cumming". Jesus Christ I've never been so turned on. I cannot wait to hear everything from her after.

Update 3: So they fucked (obviously), she had fun, she said she, "Has so much to debrief on," it will take a while. I will submit another full post to report it all once I get the full story.

Stay tuned ...

Tense & Waiting

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