

I have been dating my girlfriend for several years now. We met when her family moved into the house right next to mine and pretty much as soon as we saw each other it was love at first sight. We started dating a couple of months afterwards and we moved in together once she graduated college last year. We've always had a really good relationship. She is the love of my life and I know im her's too.
The problem is that a couple of years ago we hit a rough patch in our relationship. It lasted a few months and we were eventually able to fix it but with some compromises. We both come from broken families. So we both have struggled with the idea of being able to mantain a healthy, stable relationship, specially for things like getting married and things like that. Mostly because we both grew up watching our parents slowly become sick of each other, until they eventually decided to either cheat on each other or just get divorced.
We really didn't want that to happen to us. So, her solution was to have some sort of pact where we would give each other some time after a certain amount of years to be free and live experiences outside of each other as a couple. By that point we had been dating for 7 years and none of us really knew what it was like to be single and like, have fun I suppose. I was so scared of losing her that I was able to try anything to make her feel at peace with us remaining together that I said yes. Also, if I'm honest, I really liked the idea of being "single" for a bit eventually, just to know what it was like. The idea was to still be a couple though, just one with an open relationship maybe.
So, the idea was to first work on our relationship. Go to couples therapy and things like that. And, once everything else was alright with us, we would do our little "break" for a few weeks.
Thanks to the stress of her going through her last year in colllege and also moving in together, we ended up postponing that "break". She didn't mention anything about it for months after a while, and I was already back to being 100% happy with our relationship so I wasn't really into the idea of bringing it up again if she never did.
However, last week after I came home from work she welcomed me with a really elaborate dinner and wearing a really skimpy babydoll. It's the sort of move she pulls whenever she wants me in a good mood in order to ask me for stuff. But of course, I never mind when she does that. Anyways, we go through the whole dinner like usual and at the end I just asked her what she wanted me to buy her this time. She just giggled and told me it wasn't about that this time. She told me she had been thinking about our little pact for the past few weeks and she wanted me to know if I was ready to honor it essentially.
My heart sank of course but I also had promised myself that I would keep an open mind in case the time ever came so I just said yes. She got really happy and practically dragged me into bed. I was so distracted thinking about what those next few weeks would be like that I couldn't even get hard for her so we just fell asleep eventually.
The next morning everything about her had already changed. She got dressed super early and left before I was even out the shower because she said she needed to run some errands. I found it odd because she had never done that before but I just figured she was just excited thanks to the stupid pact. Later that day, when I came back home from work, she had ordered some pizza for me to eat because she told me that she already had a date with some guy she met at the gym. I was still processing the fact that she was dressed in a really tight skirt and a really short crop top that I wasn't even able to say something before she was out the door.
She came home at like 2 am. When I asked her how her date was she just kept giggling and blushing like a school girl. I managed to get her to settle down and fall asleep eventually. The next morning, all groggy, she told me all about her date. She said they went to a club and made out while they danced. I then asked her if they did anything else and she started blushing once again. She didn't want to tell me and hell, a part of me didn't want to know, but I reminded her that part of the pact is letting the other know everything to keep tabs on one another and also take care of each other. She said I was right and started telling me about the rest of the night.
She said that they left to a motel nearby after a couple hours. I asked her what for knowing full well the answer and she just said, "He wanted to fuck me," in a really soft and somehow innocent sounding voice. I couldn't believe how relaxed and comfortable she felt telling me, her boyfriend of nearly 10 years, about fucking some guy she barely knew at a motel.
She had never been with anyone else beside me but she was talking about it like it was just another fun friday night. She went on about how well he ate her out, how obsessed he was with her boobs and even how many times he made her cum. She started talking to me as if I was her bestie wanting to hear some hot gossip instead of her loving boyfriend.
That was last Friday. She has another date planned with another guy for tomorrow and I'm still unsure what to do because every fiber of my being hurts when I think about her doing all those things with another man. But I also get insanely horny and I don't know why.
LoveBirds
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