How my Kink Started!
Got cucked by my ex. I developed a kink as a result.
I'd start off by saying this is a real story of my 5+ year relationship. That ended a long time ago.
Here goes. So when I was in university I started dating this girl. She was a bit odd but I thought, 'what the hell,' first week of dating took her to a party, caught her kissing my friend by the pool, she ran away then we went back to the hotel around the party together and in the morning she starts sucking me off. She got some skills and I was dumb and young.
So in the first 6 month we were together, and were a lovely couple. She would tease me a lot, I'm talking while I'm driving she would grab my penis and she would start rubbing the head and jerking it off or sometimes she would straight up start sucking it.
I got to enter her if I am correct no more than a dozen times and none of it I came to completion. I would only get maybe 3 minutes inside her. Then she would kick me off her body. It started off simple, she wants to masturbate a lot everyday. I'm talking three to four times a day. So I know she is a horny girl but it puzzles me why we are not having sex.
After 6 months I remember this vividly, I was at home through the time we've been together. I caught her talking to some other people a lot of times, well I confronted all the guys, if I remember correctly it was about three separate people and they backed down. It wasn't until one day I grew suspicious. I grabbed her phone while she was sleeping, opened it up and there were no messages but oddly enough I went through her gallery and I found a video. Here's the detail of the video; it was basically her in the hotel while some guy who is not her ex was sucking on her tits and she was moaning and him saying, "I want to f\*\*\* you and in the video I can hear her say, "Yes fuck me."
My heart sank to the floor but at the same time my dick was hard, I didn't get it. It confused me as to why she won't let me fuck her but while she was at university she was fucking some other guys while she told me to jerk off whenever I asked for sex.
One day we went out drinking, and while I was having drinks she was having fun. We got into a cab going back to her place and I told her I found the video on her phone of someone else fucking her. Her face went pale and she tried to delete it and my drunk self told her to keep it and told her I liked it, it was really hot. She looked shocked but she smiled back at me.
Then life took a weird turn. While I was dating this girl I knew she was meeting up with other people, I knew she was f\*\*\*\*\*\* a lot of people but me. She told me, "I want to stop all sexual things with you until we get married." Whenever I have the urges she would tell me to jerk off while she watches and sometimes we would be in the car and I remember this moment where she grabbed my hand, put it inside her pussy so I can feel it was gaping, the hole was large, larger than usual so I asked her who was f\*\*\*\*\*\* you and she got mad and stopped.
After that it was pure torture, she would stroke me with 2 fingers and only allowed me to cum to a ruined orgasm.
Sometimes she'd be nicer and open her tits to me and tell me to jerk it while she watches.
Other times she would tell me to jerk into a tissue paper as she watches.
Sometimes driving she would play with my cockhead while saying, "Hmmm, you like that huh?" but would always say, "So small!"
This kind of thing went on for a while. I would catch her, she would stop talking, I was jealous but deep inside I knew. One day we were talking and she said, "You should be proud of me for being so wanted," that caught me off guard. So we started talking and she told me she wanted to explore a lot of things and so I told her I will take your picture and post it online and the comments would be about f\*\*\*\*\*\* you, she loved the idea. I never posted any photos and videos because I still couldn't wrap my head around it.
Well occasionally I would find videos texts or photos of her f\*\*\*\*\*\* someone else while she tried to hide it, but I still found it. Oddly enough in the second and third year I would tell her I'm horny and she would tell me to start jerking off and while I did it, I would ask her, "Can you help me, can you suck it?"
She would make a face and tell me while laughing that it's too small for her, that's when I developed a small penis humiliation kink. At the start she told me I'm the same size as her ex. Well down the line she would tell me I'm actually much smaller, she would tell me she likes fucking and sucking dicks but mine is too small for her.
Worst yet during lockdown she moved out of her mom's house and to start living with another person, a tomboy. I did not know exactly who.
One day, the breaking point came and I had just accomplished some work. I went out to celebrate, got really drunk, came back home and I called her in the morning and some guy picks up. I asked who is this and he told me who the f\*\*\* are you? I said who the f\*\*\* are you, and we talked for a bit and he realized she was in a relationship.
Well he asked me if I fucked her and I told him yes I fucked her and I asked him if he fucked her and he said yeah I fucked her a lot. I was too drunk. I was angry. I tried to go find them and they gave me a false location. I couldn't find them and then the Tomboy decided to contact me. We met up, I told her the whole story, she started crying and before I know it I was kissing her but her friends decided to take her back.
So I broke up with that crazy girl of mine. I started dating other people and she called me up crying, begging me to go see her, asking me to f\*\*\* her. Safe to say I did not go back.
However when I was single and I was having a side piece and one night stand, it took me a while to tell them it made me cum when they told me I have a small dick, and how they f\*\*\* other people.
To be honest she knew that I know she was doing a lot of people. She knows I get off on it. But it wasn't the cuckolding or someone telling me how they fucked her well, it was the betrayal that broke it up.
I still have videos and pictures of her masturbating jerking me off of me eating her pussy. I still jerk off to it for the simple fact that it keeps me so hard that the tight pussy I see in that video was creampied by so many guys but never me and how she told me I couldn't reach that deep inside if I tried and it always makes me cum. I attached some that wouldn't identify her.
Masterson
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