The Origin of my Cuckold Fetish!
By: Not Carson
Hello,
So this is a true story from 9 years ago, and about 3 years ago I developed a huge cuck and hot wife fantasy and slowly trying to bring it up to the gf. For me and I imagine most it's super hard to bring up and for now mostly fantasy.
It started with me 3 years ago discovering a hot cuckold scene on a pron site, where the woman actually cucks her real life bf at the time. Something at that point got re-wired in my brain. I started searching out cuck porn, cuckold dynamics, for 3 years its all I've watched.
Looking back its obvious now how it developed, and it is for sure in College during my first year when I lived in a dorm residence with a mixed floor or guys and girls. It was all so amazing, 18 years old, dorm living on my own for the first time, a ton of cute girls, I imagined I'd have my pick of gorgeous women! ha. Once you read through its almost comical how I didn't put together this experience with the cuck videos I watch today.
We all moved in mid week, and no class until the next Monday, so the first few days was a complete party. People kept their doors open, mingled, had drinks, played video games and chatted. My neighbour, Caroline, and this is of course a total trope was no joke a cutie with absolutely gorgeous tits. We are talking DD, curvy all over, and she is showing off the girls! You could just tell this girl knew exactly what she was doing.
She was so stunning, it was like seeing a movie star or model in public, some people just have some sort of aura, this girl had it. Those first few days her door was open and of course a ton of guys are wandering in and hitting on her, she is loving the attention and it seems like a button on her shirt gets undone the later in the night she chats. I finally wander in, and just being around her made me blush, she was that gorgeous.
The Friday night I stay in her room the whole night, waiting for guys to wander off so I can chat with her, finally its me and another guy - playing a game of chicken waiting each other out, I made some dumb joke and she killed herself laughing, and finally this guy takes off, seeing I'm not leaving either. She makes some comment like, hey we are going to be neighbours this year, so fun! We are both a little tipsy and I'm trying to hit on her, but have absolutely zero game. She can tell my zero game, but seems to like it, and asks if I want to watch a movie and cuddle. OMG!
Now I should also add, at this point in time my only experience is kissing a few girls, and an under the pants handjob from a girl in high-school, where I came in my pants after like 5 strokes, so I am not experienced at all to say the least. In the states so many guys are cut, and my dick is uncut, so it was something at the time I was really self conscious about. I was a mildly popular guy, super fit and played sports, but just being naked in gym showers and seeing other guys with big cocks made me sort of avoid being sexually active in high-school, and of course was a dreaded VIRGIN! Movies also make this seem like a fate worse than the plague going to College a virgin. Of course now I walk around nude all day in my house etc and my gf looooves my dick, however again a bit of nerves there at the time, especially with a bombshell completely out of my league.
So we are cuddling on our tiny dorm bed, and immediately I can just tell Caroline has definitely fucked before. I can see in her drawer condoms and lube, and while cuddling she just keeps grinding her hips into me and biting her lip. I can tell she wants me to make a move, but I'm super shy and again she is soooo out of my league. Finally, I work up some courage and start grinding her back and I put my hand around her waist. She immediately grabs my hand and places it on her boobs, and we are completely dry humping like rabbits! I'm already pre cumming like crazy, and it feels like I've almost already cum my boxers are so wet.
She jumps out of bed, and in two seconds whips off her tank top and bra, showing a pair of the nicest breasts I have seen to this day. So full, and perky, with perfect tiny nipples. I honestly picture this moment randomly years later. Again she did it so fast I thought to myself, she has done this a few times! I almost freeze, and she laughs and jumps back on the bed, she unbuckles my pants, and rips off my jeans and boxers.
She see's my rock hard cock, and goes, "oh beautiful uncut dick, I've never had one before!" She is giddy and starts stroking me, watching my foreskin. She asks if it hurts or feels good, and if she can grip harder and I blurt out "its amazing, harder!" Unlike my under the pants HJ from high-school, Caroline is gripping my cock tight, and the motion she makes going up and down you can tell she's done this before. I'm thinking, "wow, she asked me how hard to grip, like she wants me to cum."
Between her liking my cock that I was so nervous about, and being in awe of her I can barely move. She then spits on her tits, and to check off another first, tells me to fuck her tits. Holy fuck! I start thinking, I love this girl, I'm going to marry her! haha. I almost imagine a whole life. You can tell as well, just everything she did was so confident, she had watched a lot of porn, and just knew what a dumb 18-20 year old guy wanted. The whole way she moved with confidence was something else. Like she WANTED that dick, and she wanted it to cum. Its hard to describe how hot that was.
I just can't take it, this girl is too much for me, after maybe 5 minutes I explode in one of the largest cum shots of my life, just ropes all over her chest and hand, some hitting her chin. She doesn't even flinch, which makes it so much hotter. Again, when I came in my one high school HJ she seemed grossed out, and wiped it on my pants. This college girl loves it and she licks some of it off of me and her hand, and gives me a peck on the cheek. FUCK! I'm completely wasted and almost shaking. She laughs and says ok "good night!" I wander off next door and fall asleep immediately.
The next day I think, wow, I can't wait to do that again! Except she's gone all day, and I don't see her until the next week when class starts. I bump into her a few times on our floor and she just smiles and walks past, sort of as if she's already forgotten about it. Shit, did I blow this? I feel like I'm going crazy.
The week after this, I'm in the cafeteria, and she's sitting with a bunch of guys from the football team, as most of the football, hockey, volleyball and other sports teams all lived in our dorm residence and the one next door. While I'm waiting in line I look over, and she's literally pointing to me, and this giant fit black guy is just laughing. WTF I think, is this because I came too quick? A million thoughts are racing through my head. I sit with some other people from my floor and I keep looking over, and this guy, lets call him Carson, is just all over her, being really touchy, grabbing her waist, legs etc. Essentially it looks like they are dating.
That night going back to my room I pass hers, and I see Carson is in there already with the door open, they are making out just super sloppy. I google our teams football roster, and of course this guy is a 3rd year member on the team, 6ft 6, 220 pounds, just ripped. This honestly sounds like a made up story, but no joke this guy is literally a fit black football player. Like no one stands a chance. I hear the door slam, and I'm sitting in my room with my hands on my head.
Another quick update - this residence building was built in a rush the prior year - walls are paper thin drywall and my neighbour on the other side I can literally hear snoring. It honestly felt like there was no walls. I can then hear a bunch of giggling and fumbling around in Caroline's room, and clearly they are messing around.
After like 5 minutes I can hear this Carson guy saying "oh fuck yes baby, suck that cock" and then "ya you like big black cock don't you?" Immediately all my insecurities pop back up. I'm thinking to myself, fuck we didn't even make out, and wait, she never sucked my cock, did she actually like it?
After like 10 minutes you hear just the most intense ball slapping fucking you can imagine. She is screaming out, "fuck yes Carson, you take it, take it!" it honestly sounds like they are in my room the sound is so clear. Just like a primal screaming as she sounds like another person. I just sit in my room as this goes on for like 20 minutes. The fucking bed frame you can hear slamming into the wall - because of course this school that is charging us $50K a year has the shittiest bed frames ever designed. Fucking place. Its just a rhythmic tapping of this bed frame against the wall. The final thing that sends me over the edge is it quiets down finally and I can hear her say "ya, you like tasting my wet pussy?" Fuck! This guy absolutely turned her inside out, and is now licking her pussy? Fuck!
I start feeling like a fucking idiot, all I could do was bust all over her chest after 5 minutes, this guy is absolutely working her for 20 minutes and making her drip. Fuck! This goes on pretty much the whole term, and at one point a few of us were hanging out in her room one slow weekday night, and I can literally see two holes in the drywall from the bed frame slamming into it. This guy was absolutely turning her out.
After working through some anxiety I start hanging out more in my room, and every time they go at it I start jerking off and cumming all over myself every time they cum. Most of the rest of the term I masturbate to them fucking like bunnies. Its a mix of shame, frustration and desire, but ultimately its fucking hot.
At one point near the end of the term as they are fucking, and I'm jerking off, and I bust early, and yell "ahhh fuck!" After Caroline and Carson finish she knocks on my door, and with a huge smile is like "are you touching yourself while we fuck?" I go absolutely beat red and get crazy embarrassed and make up some excuse like no no I dropped something. I'll never forget what she said, "you can listen to us fucking, thats fine, however be quiet because it weirds Carson out, you always being in your room when we are cuddling" I'm like "hey no problem, just studying, but I can head out" and make up some other excuse.
Finally the year ends, I had a couple hook ups with other girls on my floor, finally losing my virginity, however I don't think I've ever made a women sound like Caroline did that year.
I have a couple old pics of her from back in the day, and still masturbate thinking of them fucking.
Anyways, you can see why I developed this cuckold kink, and obviously my dream has been to again hear that sound through the wall, but this time be with my gf, who you can see here.
Happy Cucking all!
Not Carson
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