Hello,
Thought I would share my story, just a month ago I would have never have imagined myself to be in this position. It's all I've been able to think about recently and I had to share it with someone. Sorry, its a long one, it starts off boring but gets better.
My entry into cuckolding might be a bit unorthodox as it involves a lot unconsented cheating at the beginning... my girlfriend of 8 years (and mother of our child) hasn't got the best track history when it comes to being faithful. In fact in the 8 years she has cheated on me on a few occasions.
The first time I caught her I was devastated, but at the same time strangely aroused. She did not know I knew at this point, and the first thing I did was ate her out, the idea that another man's cock had been in this pussy recently was somewhat of a turn on. The next morning I confronted her, pretending I had only just found out. She begged and pleaded for me not to leave her, making various excuses. I forgave her, reluctantly. I still loved her and didn't want to leave her.
Fast forward a couple of years, we are still together, now with a kid.
One night she leaves herself logged in Facebook on the PC, curiosity gets the best of me, and I look through her messages, there's this guy (not the same guy as before) chatting to her, upon opening the messages its fairly obvious they are fucking. I scroll up further and there's a photo he sent her of his dick. I had the best wank, seeing this dick and knowing she had had it inside of her got me so horny.
I confronted her again the next day, same thing happens, we argue, she begs, says she will never speak to him again, we stay together. Of course having a child played a huge part of my decision to stay with her.
Deep down I kind of knew she would cheat on me again, I started frequenting this blog, would think about her fucking these other guys pretty much every time I wanked. (It's worth noting at this point that sex between me and her was pretty much non existent, maybe once every couple of months, so I was wanking a lot). I had told myself that if I caught her cheating one more time I would give her an ultimatum; our fucked up relationship would end, or it would continue, but no more lies, and she would be allowed to continue fucking other men.
Fast forward another year (to last month). She leaves her phone lying around, and I start having a browse. I see she has been chatting again to this guy, and they had had sex that day. She caught me looking at her phone, and knew straight away what I had seen. This time though, I didn't shout at her, I didn't raise my voice, I was very calm, which left her a little bewildered. The truth is I was so turned on at this point, my head was spinning. She asks me why I am not angry and shouting. She tells me she just doesn't think she's a monogamous person, my eyes light up, would she be on board with my cuckold fantasies?
It would be a gamble, but she had already had a couple of glasses of wine at this point, if I was going to go for it now was my chance. I look at her and start kissing her, we kiss, a lot, and I start undressing her, I tell her that I was kinda turned on by what I had read on her phone, we start fucking, hard, potentially the best sex we had had. The idea that she had already fucked this guy earlier that day, and that I was sloppy seconds took me over the edge.
We were talking dirty while we were fucking, I told her I liked her being fucked, but she kept saying 'I only really like fucking you'. This was a bit of a buzz kill mid fuck. I wanted her to go along with it, but I guess she was still pretty confused at this point, and didn't want to admit she liked fucking this other guy. Still, had amazing sex.
It didn't really get mentioned again after sex, I think we were both a bit embarrassed. Maybe she was more tired than I had thought and didn't even remember it. The next day I eventually bring it up again, nervous about what her response will be. She asks if I want her to continue fucking him. I say yes, my head is spinning again, this was my fantasy finally starting to come true, it was so surreal. I tell her that I would want the dirty details etc. She is on board with that.
I start asking her about her sex with him, I really wanted to know if she fucks him without a condom. In all the fantasies I had played out in my head he would cum inside her. She is a bit reluctant to reveal everything at first, nervous that I would be mad at her, as she starts to see how much I am getting turned on and not mad at her, she tells me increasing dirty details. About how he does cum inside her. I am so turned on at this point, I literally cannot contain it. I go down to feel her pussy, its the wettest I have ever felt it. Apparently I am not the only one massively turned on.
We have amazing sex again. This time while we are fucking she is telling me about how much she likes being fucked by him, how she loves the feeling of his cum all inside of her. I cannot believe my luck at this point, never would I have guessed she would be saying these words to me. She tells me more filthy details of their encounters, and we fuck again. Over the next couple of days we have more sex than we have had the rest of the year, and it's amazing sex, every time.
I start telling her about what I want from her going forward, photos, videos, etc. She tells me she already has a video of giving him a hand job, which she sends to me. It's not amazing video, I can't see her face, but its a start. These pictures you see here are ones she has sent him in the past. Every time we start talking about him and her, which is a lot, we both get super horny and end up fucking.
The other night I helped her choose some sexy lingerie for when she next sees him. She's meeting him tomorrow night, at his place. He lives alone in the middle of nowhere so she doesn't mind visiting him during lockdown. I am so fucking excited, although I am not sure she will be able to send many photos or videos (she hasn't really approached the subject with him much, aside from telling him that I am "ok" with them fucking and that they wouldn't have to sneak around anymore).
I don't know his stance of the whole situation and don't want to scare him off, so going slow is best I guess. I would really like a video of his cum dripping out of her pussy after he pulls out. My ultimate fantasy and end goal would be to be in the same room as them while they were fucking, but that's a long way off I think. She isn't against the idea of finding someone who would be up for that online or whatever if this guy isn't comfortable with it though, so that's good.
My only worry now is that I am getting too into it. It's pretty much all we have talked about the last few days and I don't want her to think I am going off the idea of having sex with her myself, or that I am just getting obsessed with the whole thing in general.
I found a vibrator online that can be molded into the shape of a real dick. I would love for her to mold it into his dick, then I can watch her fuck herself with it, while pretending its him, but haven't suggested the idea yet, maybe I will today.
Anyway if you have read this far, thanks, sorry it's such a long story, I just had to get it in the open, and it's not like I can tell my friends or anything.
Some people may think how the whole cuckolding thing came about between us is a bit unhealthy and toxic. She did lie compulsively to me for years after all. But I don't care... I am happier now than what I have been, I'm actually getting sex again, and it's incredible sex. It was either go down this route or end the relationship, and I think I made the right choice. How long the whole cuck thing will go on for I don't know, but I am pretty damn excited for the future.
She's going to shave her pussy now and make loads of effort to look her best, and she will have her new sexy lingerie on for tomorrow, I can't wait.
Cuckold Boy & Maxie
