Hello,
Ok so I am a major cuckold. The sheer thought of my woman with someone else gets me so turned on to the point I just need to have her right there and then.
I haven't done much research on it, but it came about one day during foreplay. She accidentally mentioned a hot guy she saw and said she wanted to fuck him. Surprisingly at the time, this turned me on so much our sex that night was amazing.
Ever since then, we always play with that fantasy (her hooking up with random people, telling me how good it feels). For me, the thought of "showing off" her pussy and rewarding her for being so amazing was I guess my rationalizations for loving it so much.
Well about 5 years ago, she cheated on me. I pretty much knew at the time and it turned into this weird transition of catching her and then going along with it (picking out her sluttiest outfit, eating her out to get ready) she couldn't contain how excited she was.
Well a couple hours later she came back from the motel and yes they did have sex...and I just felt...joy. I was just so happy someone else could experience her and that she could have fun. We did have sex that night, and the way she felt, very swollen and still wet, made me even more turned on.
I got closer to her from then on, with me wanting to make it a longer term thing. She felt uneasy, but went along with it (she said his dick is tiny and he's not good) so they had sex one more time about a week later. I could tell she didn't have a good time and wanted to break it off. Of course that's her decision so she did.
Anyway, the last 5 or so years we both dirty talk to each other in this manner, with me wanting to actually feel her used up again...wanting to know a man was on top of her and after I showed off her amazing pussy she came running back to me. We tried replacements like me fingering her until she gets swollen but it didn't feel the same, and the thought it wasn't real didn't get me there nearly as quickly.
Well, we had to get a roommate because bills were getting tight, and we searched and searched. She finally had her old friend from high school need a place. At this point, I wasn't thinking anything would happen like that, it didn't cross my mind.
Well over the past month or so they've been getting closer, as in like movie nights when I had to go to bed for work and sitting next to each other on the couch.
I always knew she kinda had a thing for him, but their paths never crossed at the right time. Well she could see I got kinda distant this last time I saw them pretty much cuddling during a movie. We talked that night and as I was describing them getting closer and spending more time together my voice started to get shaky and I started to get hard.
I looked at her and asked her do you have feelings for him? Do you want to fuck him and finally see what's it's like? She said "I think we both want the same thing" we fucked for 3 hours that night.
That was a few days ago. Yesterday the roommate and I had a very very awkward conversation. Him and I are sort of friends, so we had a bro talk. I basically said I want you to fuck her...and it be ongoing. I noticed u checking her out, and it would mean a lot to me, but I want you to stop everything if u catch feelings. He went back and forth for 20 min thinking I was joking. I promised him she will come on to him when I leave for work and just let it happen. I left for work early in the morning today.
Well as if the start of writing this post, she texted me that they fucked about a few hrs ago (I'm just now getting into my car to get home).
I had this fluttering feeling initially, but I kept asking questions of how was it did it feel good how do u feel. She said it was awkward at first but she orgasmed and they lasted for about an hr. She talked to him about the arrangement and said that she has wanted him for awhile, but it can't be anything more than physical. She texted me all this and that he said ok.
I just...I know it's weird I just feel so happy it worked out this way. Its something she wanted for a long time, because of that I get to know its happening, she can show off her pussy to him, man I'm happy right now.
Can't wait to feel my wife next time they fuck.
MajorCuck