Hello,
Right now I'm a very frustrated bf. Well my gf and I had a very frank chat last week. I haven't been able to to tell anyone yet but it's awesome.
Basically I wanna watch my gf do the horniest things with other guys but she is desperatly loyal. She has known for a while about my want to cuck but has always dismissed it.
Then a few weeks ago she started saying she would think about it. And that she would sleep around on her hen night. I said that she should build up to it like snogging a few guys or something. So she went out on the weekend and when drunk she got her tits out for a guy but wouldn't let him touch. She was ashamed at this but she said it helped her cross a boundry. Well for some reason last week we finally talked about it.
She asked me why I wanna watch her fuck random guys. I explained it was something I have always thought was hot and sexy and that I wasn't too sure why but I knew for certain I liked it. She said that occasionally she does fantasize about it. She said that I'd have to be naive if I thought she used her 8inch dildo for a laugh. So I asked her what she thought of. So she got all shy and said that was private. So I pushed it and she admitted that she shut her eyes n recalled the night she slept with a guy who was so big it hurt. And that the reason she chose a realistic dildo was so she could get fucked and fantasize without cheating on me.
I told her that when I used the dildo on her that I pictured watching her with a hung stud and that she was at his mercy. She said that it was hot that we thought of the same things. So I suggested she do it in real life. She said that she would feel guilty. Well anyways here is mine and Her conversation roughly how I rememebr it:
Me - Well don't feel guilty if I tell you to do it.
Her - Yeah but I would because you know how wild I get when you use the dildo. Imagine how wild i'd get if it was a real cock.
Me - Doesnt matter. Whatever you do I dont mind. How wild?
Her - You dont wanna know.
Me - Go on.
Her - Just really bad and slutty. Which is why I am not doing it anywhere near home.
Me - Well what about on holiday?
Her - Thats a possibility.
Me - We have our whole lives to do it (We have been together 6 years and are considering getting engaged)
Her - No, I wouldn't do it if we were married.
Me - Why not?
Her - I firmly believe in the vows.
Me - Well we've agreed that we will marry within 3 years.
Her - I know.
Me - So you are gonna do it soon?
Her - Who said I would?
Me - No one but would you?
Her Honestly? Yes, I need to experience some more things before I get married.
Me - Like what?
Her - I wanna be able to go to a nightclub get drunk and decide that yes I do wanna fuck the hot guy whos been trailing me all night.
Me - Go on then.
Her - Not here I don't but on holiday yes.
Me - See after you said about sleeping around on your hen night I've had a few fantasies.
Her - Well so have I and I've made a decision that anything I wanna get out the way I will do it. With your permission of course. What sorta fantasies have you been having??
Me - That you and Kelly (Her best friend) go away to some hot holiday resort for a week n just have lots of sex. That she finds you some big dicked guy and you both ride him and she takes photographs of you fucking him just for my viewing. And that you get fucked by a stranger you hardly know on the beach and that you go out on some guys boat and get taken up the ass.
Her - Wow um theres not alot to say to that apart from that they are really wierd but hot. And that I want to do them. Me and Kelly have always said it would be cool to have a 3some. And I think photographing this guy using me would really be hot.
Me - So you'll do it?
Her - Yes, I think if Kelly is up for it ill do it. Also the stranger on the beach is on my list but with one alteration? I want to fuck a stranger on the beach but also I want to string some guy along teasing him and then on the last night lay in the sand and let him use me.
Me - Wow Im getting hard. What else?
Her - I dont want to say? (At this point I have my hand down her knickers.)
Me - Go on.
Her- You wont like it.
Me - Tell me.
Her - I want to fuck a guy I know. He goes to the same gym as me. He is this big muscular guy and he was the guy I showed my tits to.
Me - U wanna fuck him?
Her - He is nice and is so fit. He is also hung like a fucking horse.
Me - Big?
Her - Eye watering. His balls are like fists!
Me - How do you know?
Her - He wears tight shorts. Anyway I don't like big dicked men specifically but there is something about him. I want him to pin me down and use me.
Me - Wow. (I was fingering her now) Tell me more.
Her - No
Me - go on.
Her - I want him in me deep. No condom.
Me - No condom?
Her - You know I would never have sex with anyone withgout a condom but he is an exception. I wanna feel every inch of him, and I want his cum. I don't know why but I want him to cum in me.
Me - There's nothing I can say to that.
Her - I want him to pin me down n use my pussy. Then I want him to dump his load on my face.
Me - Your face? But I don't even do that.
Her - Thats why. I want him to mark me as his territory.
Me - Can I watch?
Her - No I don't want you to see me used in such a whorish way. It'll be mine n his little secret. I wanna be his slut for a day.
Me - His slut?
Her - Don't BS me I've seen your porn folder. I know you pretend it's me.
Me - I know. When you gonna fuck him?
Her - I might not but if I do it won't be for a while yet I want him to wait.
We went to the bedroom after that and I came in her. I then used her large dildo on her and we openly talked about how it was his cock riding her. She squirted for the first time in months.
Every word of this is true. I am officially a possible cuck.
OddBall