Hello,
My girlfriend recently confessed she continued to fuck her well-hung ex into the first few months of our relationship (before we were "committed" - 2 years in now) and that she was more or less addicted to his big thick cock and the devastating orgasms it gave her. Not only am I not upset, but it really turned me on.
Last night we took it a step further, as she stroked me and told me about the things she loved about fucking him, and I feel like this blog crowd would appreciate the highlights: He could take a lot of oral work to get fully erect, and she loved every minute of it, slurping up his copious and sweet precum. After her first or second orgasm, her pussy would be open enough for him to cram his monster all the way to the hilt from behind, stimulating a deep spot near her cervix, triggering massive full body orgasms that would turn her into a soaking wet rag doll.
She could feel his heart beating all the way through her body with his girth stretching her walls. He shot massive loads and almost always deposited them as deep in her pussy as he could, leaving her with cum dripping out for the rest of the day. She would fuck him reverse cowgirl all the time because his cock was the perfect shape for grinding it deep from that angle, and could cum from it - she almost never fucks me like that even though it's my favorite because it doesn't feel good for her with me.
She even confessed that on more than one occasion, she fucked me and then went to him after she left my place to get "finished off" and filled up, but she never fucked him before me within 48 hrs because she felt like I would notice the difference and get insecure about it. When I told her that I would love to know what she felt like gaping and full of cum, she said, "that's good to know." We fucked and I lasted maybe 30 seconds.
It's obvious to me that she loved fucking him and would definitely do it again, and it's got to be obvious to her that thinking about it is a huge turn on for me. That being said, I think I'm ready to give her the green light on seeing him, and maybe inviting him over. He's a pretty wild guy that's banged his share of "taken" women, so I don't think he'd have any issues blowing up her pussy again.
I'm aware of the risks, and frankly, if this blows up in my face and I lose her, I'll live. We're all young and sexy and not married so fuck it. But I believe the following; a) she's capable of sex without feelings, b) she's experienced deep full body vaginal orgasms but never with me - if I don't give her permission, she'll probably do it anyway just to get that feeling again c) if I don't take this opportunity and have this experience I'll just be jerking off thinking about her fucking him for the rest of my life anyway and d) she literally already fucked both of us for 2 months.
I don't know if this is going to go anywhere, but I'll updated the perverts here if it does.
PuppyDog
