Hello,
I've been a long time lurker on this blog and finally decided to create a submission and write about how I first got into cuckolding.
It started in college my freshmen year. I followed my high school girlfriend, whose name is Paige, to Texas Tech. I've always been a quiet guy, very anti-social, but have done well with the ladies regardless. Around Halloween, she went with her sorority sisters to a Halloween party. I was invited, but figured she'd have more fun with her sisters rather than having to babysit me the entire night to make sure I wasn't too uncomfortable. The night passed, I thought nothing of it.
Later that weekend was the infamous TTU vs UT game where Crabtree won in the last second. Such a great game. I digress. After the game, she told me we needed to talk. She confessed to me that she had kissed a guy she met at the party and felt awful about it. We nearly broke up, but I forgave her and we moved on.
Within a few weeks, I went from being ripped apart by her confession to finding myself turned on by it. We had already established a sexual dynamic in our relationship where I was submissive, and she was dominant. I went down on her almost every day, usually more than once, and she probably went down on me <10 times over the course of our 3 year relationship.
I feel like this imbalance is what really established our dom/sub dynamic in our relationship. I loved it, I had always had a facesitting fetish so I loved that I was with a girl that was demanding and selfish when it came to oral sex.
I digress again. So I confessed my fetish. She seemed happy to hear it; I think it was mostly relief on her part, as she still felt very guilty for cheating. At first, she agreed it was hot in fantasy, but that she didn't want to cheat. You know the story.
But without being too pushy, she gradually warmed up to the idea. For you guys that are wondering how to take the plunge, I feel it was a great help that I was so open for my love of going down on her. From there, I'd finger her while doing it, and tell her while in the heat in the moment how I wish she could have a cock inside her while my tongue was on her clit, how it'd feel so good for her, like nothing else, etc etc.
The following spring semester, we finally went through with it. She had a friend from church camp (irony!) that was texting her and was eager to see her. She told me about it, and I encouraged her to pursue it, if she wanted. They eventually scheduled a weekend for him to come up and spend with her. I was surprised that she invited him to stay with her, as she lived in an on campus apt with 3 of her sorority sisters, all of which were very friendly with me, and I didn't think they'd approve.
I didn't hear from her almost all weekend; I was just in the dorms lying awake almost all night thinking about what they were doing. I'd periodically get a text here and there, and the real winner was when I got the text that he came in her, even though she told him he needed to pull out, but they both lost in the heat in the moment. I had been dating this girl for almost 2 years at this point, and had never cum in her. I was jealous.
I don't have a lot of details about their encounter, as she still wasn't comfortable with rubbing the details in my face. She just told me that her lover, I believe his name was Andy, was really happy that her bf (me) didn't care what they did all weekend. I can't believe the arrogance of this man to come into town, cum inside my gf, and then basically say, "I'm really happy your bf knows his place." At least that's how I took it. Very erotic memory for me, even though I wasn't actually a part of it.
I came over right after he left that weekend. Had a movie night. Much to my surprise, none of her 3 sorority sisters (one I'd been friends with since elementary school, another we high school band acquaintances) cared to mention to me what was going on over the weekend. I remember watching a movie with my gf and a couple of her roommates that evening, and maybe it was my imagination, but there was something in their eyes that night.
A guilty pleasure, like they knew something that I didn't know. My gf was sure to bring that up that night while I was going down on her. It was the first, and probably most tame, of our cuckold experiments. To this day, these experiences or my most erotic memories, and I'd be happy to share more if this garners any interest.
Thanks for taking the time to read this through. Would love to hear any feedback. Attached are some old pics of her from when we used to date a few years back.
Dan - SKYEAL801rt@gmail.com
