Wanting Wife to Cheat

It took us by Surprise - This is my first post on this blog. This actually happened in April 2009 and I have mixed feelings about everything and I thought maybe I'd go somewhere where other people have probably been through this before. My wife's a very cute 32 year old. Her ancestry is Anglo-Irish. I've always fantasized about my wife being with another guy which she always refused flat out. She does love showing off her tits. All her bras are a size too big for her, and she insists on wearing sun dresses or shirts open at the neck, so every time she bends even a bit forward, anyone sitting near her gets a full look at her dangling tits. It used to piss me off and I'd always tell her to button up her shirt, but I gave up trying. Now it turns me on. She's always been on the pill ever since I met her and it always turned me on thinking how her ex boyfriends must have cum inside her when they fucked. That idea obsessed me and everytime we had sex I'd imagine the thought of her past. She's told me about her past relationships but never in enough detail for my liking. She won't tell me out right whether she's let guys cum inside her, but she does say "I've been on the pill since I was 15. What do you think?"

Anyway she knows of my fantasies and is pretty accomodating most of the time when it comes to watching porn or talking dirty in bed. In April we were at a party given by her female boss. I didn't know anybody there, but obviously she knew nearly everyone as most of the people there either work with her or came with someone who does. I kept to myself but kept my eyes on her as she socialized. After about 45 minutes I was ready to leave, but my wife was having a great time talking office gossip and was a bit happy from the booze, so she wanted to stay a bit longer. I agreed and kept watch on her to make sure she was okay. When we finally left (about 30 minutes after I told her I wanted to leave the first time) she told me in the elevator that a guy who was there, a friend of her boss, while sitting on the sofa with her had slipped his hand up her shirt and had felt up her tits. She said it went on for probably a minute or so, but it musnt't have been more than a couple of seconds cause I didn't even notice her sitting on the sofa! She said it felt weird but she let him as she wanted to tell me about it later and she knew it would turn me on. He asked her for a blow job but she refused and walked away. I was fucking speechless. I wanted to go back and punch this asshole for violating my wife. This is the weird part and I have no idea what got into me, but I got a butterfly feeling in my stomach and balls and I asked her to go back. She laughed and said no way but I told her again to please go back. "Are you sure about this?" "Yes, absolutely."

We went back in and I got myself a drink. She walked off away in the opporite direction. I saw the guy spot her right away returning to the party, and he walked over to her with a big smile on his face. After about 5 seconds of chatting, my wife walked into one of the bedrooms with him. I still have butterflies in my stomach and balls when I think about that exact moment when I watched my wife walking into the bedroom with this guy knowing she was about to give him a blowjob.

He came out first, about 10 minutes after they went in. About 10 minutes later my wife phoned me on my cellphone. She was already downstairs in the parking garage. I didn't even notice her leave the bedroom! When I got downstairs she told me it was good but gave me no details. What a fucking disappointment! It took me a good hour or so to get the details out of her. Apparantly once they got into the bedroom, his hands went right back to cup her bare tits. They made out then he asked if she had protection. When she told him she was on the pill, he got really excited, eased her onto the bed then made love to her. Before she knew what was going on, she had her legs wrapped around his waist and he was pumping his cum into her. That was it. Then he left.

In a way I'm happy it happened but it's actually got me pretty disappointed as I always thought that if I ever let another guy fuck my wife there would be a lot more to it for me to fantasize about. When we're having sex now I think back to it and I cum almost right away, but the moment I've finished cuming I get kind of angry with the thought of some guy fucking my wife and me having asked her to do it in the first place. I'm also really disappointed with the whole experience too. It was just so quick and uneventful. She's embarassed about the whole thing and I don't think she'll ever do it again. But that's our experience with this hopefully someone else will have better luck.

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