Hello,
You know that feeling you get that is hard to describe but it tels you something important. Well, when I finally listened I started to become suspicious of my wife.
Earlier in the week I had felt something was different. On Saturday evening we went to dinner with friends and after returning home I decided to confront my wife Becky. After pouring us a drink, I said, "Becky, I know I was not your first lover and I have not inquired about your sexual activity prior to our marriage. I love you and don't want to lose you. I am concerned, however, that you are seeing someone else and have been for some time. I want you to know that, although I am not happy about it, it's OK if you are. All I ask is you not do it behind my back. Tell me up front and we will both be able to deal with it honestly and not create mistrust between us. Is that fair?"
Becky's face told me all I needed to know. She admitted to seeing Ken a couple of times. She met Ken at an insurance convention two years prior and had made love to him at that time. I asked if she loved him. Becky said no. She also said Ken is not better than me, just different. I asked if there were any others. She said no.
I told Becky it was time to start anew and asked her if she would tell me when she was meeting someone so I wouldn't suspect the worst. She assured me she would and then she asked what I was feeling. I told her I was disappointed I was not enough for her but that I understood sexual emotions are very strong and can be difficult to control. I also told her that another part of me was excited that other men found her so desirable.
The topic didn't come up for awhile. About three months later Ken called Becky to say he would be in town on Monday. He would be arriving Sunday afternoon and wanted to meet her then. Becky later told me of the call and asked what she should tell Ken. I knew they would meet Monday, if not Sunday. I told her to tell Ken yes. I told her to invite him to dinner as I wanted to meet him. Although concerned that I knew, he agreed to come to the house.
Sunday afternoon, Ken called to say he would be over around 5:30. Becky went to take a shower. While she was in the shower I laid out new clothes I had bought for her for just such an occasion. The top was pink, diaphanous with small decorations that would cover her nipples. The skirt was a darker pink with a center split that I hoped would leave her virtually nude when she sat down. Becky came into the family room wearing the outfit and with a necklace and earrings added, she looked absolutely gorgeous.
When Ken knocked on the door, I answered, introduced myself and brought him to the family room. Becky stood to greet Ken and all he said was "wow". Becky took his hand and gave him a hello kiss. After a few drinks and dinner, Becky said it was time to take Ken back. I said, "Don't bother. I am going to the movies so you two can stay here. Have fun and I will see you later".
Around 1:00 am I returned home and realized Becky and Ken were still in the bedroom. Becky was moaning in pleasure. I waited until the action slowed and then cleared my throat and poured myself a drink. In a few minutes Becky came out and said Ken was dressing and she would do the same to take him back. I told her not to worry. Tell Ken goodbye here and since I am already dressed I will take him back.
I know Ken was apprehensive but I bit my tongue and never mentioned the evening. We talked about a lot of other things. Fortunately the motel was only about twenty minutes away.
When I returned home, Becky was already asleep so I tried not to disturb her as I got into bed. The next evening Becky said Ken was so glad that I had not brought up their activities on the trip to the motel. She said she loved me and was glad I had met Ken. I just nodded. She didn't tell me any more details either which I would have liked to hear and I know you all on this blog would have liked as well but so far this is all I have to tell. I am hard as a rock every morning and will be asking her soon. I want to be involved in this a little more.
She saw Ken a couple more times but he soon broke it off due to finding another woman at another convention (apparently he is a hot commodity although I didn't see anything spectacular about him. He was nice enough).
Batman07
