Hello,
My GF and I have been together for over 3 years. A few months back we had bad arguments a few times that unfortunately ended up with us breaking up. We stayed away for about 3 months and rarely communicated. I have to admit I was depressed and missed her like hell and the breakup only showed me how much I really loved her.
Anyhow, I tried few times asking her to meet and talk about what happened, she refused at the beginning but eventually agreed and I did my best to make our new, "first date" special. We sat down discussed what happened, what lead to this, I told her how much I love her and miss her. She said it was hard on her too and that she still had feelings for me but wasn't sure about getting back together and that because of the bad breakup, she's been seeing other people just to get over me but couldn't and it's been bothering her very much but she still thinks it's a bad idea to get back together.
When I heard that it was like being struck by lightening. My heart jumped, I felt I could barely breathe, had a mix of sadness, jealousy, but surprisingly I got instantly turned on very bad!
I hesitantly asked if she actually slept with someone else, her face turned red and said that's private and she doesn't wanna talk about it. I don't know how I did it but I suddenly kissed her passionately, she tried pushing me back but eventually gave in and we made out like it was our first date, ended up at her place, and we had amazing sex like we haven't had in a very long time!!!
I stayed the night, and in the morning she told me she doesn't know how this happened and that we may have a chance but we gotta take it slow, as she needs to figure out things in her life first.
I noticed a couple of used condoms in her bathroom trash, obviously she had someone over relatively recent. I just couldn't help myself masturbating knowing that, I was feeling pain in my chest knowing that but very turned on too.
Anyhow, a couple of months ago we finally got back together on a steady basis, things have gotten much better, like our love renewed and it's been great between us. However, a couple of weekends back we were shopping at the mall, I was checking something out and she was close by when I saw a well built guy suddenly hugging her from behind and kissing her neck and asking how she's been and that he missed her, and why she hasn't texted him back and when can they "meet" again!!!
I could clearly see his cock hard in his shorts as he grinded against her ass for a second before she pulled away and pushed his hands saying, "I'm sorry, forgot to introduce you to my BF," and she looked at me to come over. I was frozen in shock of what I just seen but anyways acted cool, shook his hand and she was blushing and he got the hint so he apologized for interrupting us, said it was nice seeing her again, threw in a cool, "keep in touch" phrase and left.
I asked her what was this all about, she didn't answer. But when we got home I asked again, she said there's nothing really, he was just a client she met at work occasionally and he's been hitting on her for sometime, she didn't pay attention to him but when we broke up she was badly hurt and just wanted to get back at me by doing something stupid, so they had this FWB thing going on from time to time but nothing serious.
She said it was over now, and that she already told him that before we got together again but he probably still had hope that she'd let him fuck her again.
She cried, said she was stupid, emotional and regrets it now. But I just held her and just couldn't get this image of him holding her from behind with his hard cock buried between her ass cheeks in that summer dress she wore at the mall. I started making out with her and we ended up fucking insanely that night.
I didn't bring it up again but every time I remember I cannot help getting extremely turned on. Sometimes I found myself masturbating to the thought of him fucking her then I feel bad about it.
I don't know if I should tell her about my feelings or not but I am going crazy as I wanna know how they used to do it.
I know he gave her a lot of anal sex, judging by how it was easy for me to slide inside her butt after we got back together, we used to do it only rarely, now she seems to be more willing and actually enjoying it more. Knowing that turns me on beyond imagination.
I love her, I don't wanna ruin what we have but I'm having hard time dealing with those thoughts.
If anything else happens, I will tell you by posting another story here at the blog.
Thank you all in advance for reading!
Talia + Marcuz
