Hello,
Last night was the most intense night I have had as a cuckold. Earlier in the day, my GF said she had a really big surprise for me. I had no idea what it would be, but was very excited. The surprise was something that I never would have expected, and now I don't know what to do. I've never felt like more of a cuck or a beta male after what happened.
It was one of my girlfriend's friend's birthday yesterday, and she had rented out the back room of a bar for her party. We had been there for about 30 mins, when I saw my girlfriend's bull walk into the bar. I asked my GF if she had invited him, and she said that this was my surprise. She said that she was getting tired of sneaking around/lying to her friends, and just wanted to get everything out in the open with them.
I had no idea what to do, I was so pissed. She saw that I was getting angry, and told me that I could leave if I wanted to, but that this was happening.
She introduced him to her friends as her other boyfriend, and gave them a brief explanation without going into all the nitty gritty details, but just enough for them to understand what was going on. Her friends reactions were very mixed.
Some looked at me in disgust, others found it hilarious, and a few said they were jealous and would love to talk to her more about it to see if they could get their BFs to allow them to sleep with other guys.
I was just completely humiliated and so embarrassed. Now that most of her friends knew what was going on, she was not shy about being all over her bull. I would stand next to them, but they would kind of ignore me except for when they needed me to go get them another drink.
A couple of times, my girlfriend checked in with me and asked how I was doing and if I was okay. I told her how embarrassed I was, and she felt bad and said she was really sorry, but that this needed to happen.
She reassured me that I am the love of her life, and that she plans on spending her life with me. That it's just physical between her and her bull, and that she has no emotional feelings for him. But, she had to tell everyone because it's a big part of her life, and she hates hiding things from her friends.
As we were leaving, she pulled me to the side and started making out with me. She told me she was very proud of me for how I handled it all, and that I am the best boyfriend she could ever ask for. That there aren't many men as strong as me that could handle that.
I haven't been allowed to have sex with her in about 3 months. She said that because I was so great about everything, I would be allowed to have sex with her when she was finished having sex with her bull. So last night, I finally got to have sex with her and it was so amazing. Even though I only lasted for about a minute, it was the most amazing sex for me. I really missed being inside of her.
My GF and her bull are still in bed and I'm in the process of making them breakfast.
I'm not really sure how I feel right now. I was so humiliated last night, but I'm so happy I finally got to have sex with her again. I'm so conflicted.
Blunted Man
