Hello,
Just to start off I want to say that I'm not the best writer (I think) but I really want to share my story with you guys on this blog!
I honestly can't believe I'm finally able to post here and share a story, so many stories I've read here and just wished it was me, so here goes mine.
So about two or so months ago I was getting really desperate to find a girl who liked being a dom, I was just sending messages like crazy to everybody everywhere and lucky enough (my now princess) responded, we did some normal kink stuff for awhile, just texting and then a phone call, literally the second phone call I brought up cuckholding.....
From there it blossomed, she invited a "friend" over that week and got fucked hard by him, then to tell me all the details, that's when I truly felt like the cuckholding was really beginning.
Now unfortunately we live in different states (I think we probably will meet up one day) but I don't think that has dampened anything, we have an extraordinary amount of fun (at least I do. I can't fully speak for her.)
With that given information though I will say we also are not dating BUT I feel like it's getting rather serious on the sexual aspects, I now have rules, and rules for stuff we can't even do yet, but they are there.
So I know this has been a little boring so far but it's just about how I'm becoming a cuckhold, something I've dreamed of! So if you guys have made it this far I want to say I have permission to show some pictures of my princesse's pussy for the bulls out there and the cucks out there too.
Just the fun in that! Like at this point I feel like her pussy should be strictly mine but it's not, even less, she will have a strict no touching her ass, pussy or tits rule when we meet.
So let's get a little into some more fun stuff! First things first is one of the reasons it's getting more serious is because of the amount of control over my cock she has. I can touch myself all day but as long as she does not give me permission, I can't cum. Also she mentioned if I lived alone I would be in chastity, she just wants me to suffer even though she won't be there to hold the key.
Another thing is if I have the chance to get laid I have to ask permission from her, she owns my cock, (it's amazingly awful) I send her pictures of girls all the time that I like asking if I could sleep with them and the answer is always the same, just a laugh and big no, and of course why I can't, it's usually like "why should I let your pathetic cock fuck her when I know you can't last? She deserves a real man."
I'll be honest, I have a decent cock butttt it's being held back by the lack of how much I can last, literally I can't last in my own hand for more than 30 seconds most of the time, so it's a constant edging, that's why she's needs a real man who can fuck her, to be specific she needs a BBC to destroy her pussy since I'm not allowed/can't do it.
So I don't know exactly how it's gonna go yet but me and her are stuck on making a decision. When we meet should we have the first day for me to do whatever I want to her and be able to fuck her and feel her pussy and after that be the complete cuckhold or just from the start be a ultimate cuckhold where I never even get to feel her pussy on my cock? Both have their ups n downs.
One of our fantasies with that is where I arrive thinking I'm gonna have a day with her, it begins with me just feeling her body and making out but 5 mins in of that and the bull arrives and I'm kicked to the side. She said she would laugh at me and just let the bull take control, I just picture her going from laughing to taking off her clothes and spreading her legs for him.
I also have a feeling she would make me get him hard with my hand and then guide it into her pussy..... I think I would mostly just watch after that besides the end, one of the only times I'm allowed to eat her pussy is when it's filled with a real man's cum..... but that's how I picture the first day going if I was to become I forever denied cuck.
I know this submission was all over the place but like I said it's me becoming a cuckhold. She said today that when she gets free she's gonna get laid and tell me all about it so I might write up another submission here if she allows it and I have the time.
I hope this was not boring but I'm just happy I finally have an excuse to finally post here, also probably my second excuse would be that we're looking for a bull, I'm not gonna get into super details here but I've started looking already.
I hope you guys enjoyed this and I hope you enjoy her pictures and our long distance cucking!
Greg R