Hello,
Like most husbands, I love my wife. I don’t know why she loves me but the “not knowing” part makes me love her more. I don’t like the term cuckold or cuckolding but as a husband in this type of relationship, do I get a choice? I suspect that my lack of exposure to the lifestyle makes me feel uneasy about the term. There are areas of the cuckold lifestyle that my wife enjoys, like playing with other guys and seeing how turned on I get when I see her. There are some areas which she isn’t so keen on which is understandable, the full cuckolding lifestyle isn’t for everyone (myself included) but we’ve been in the MMF swinging scene for about 10 years now and very happily married with a family.
I have no shame in admitting that I will have a wank (not keen on that word either but it can be sexy when I hear it from my wife) whilst watching a cuckold video or reading cuckold stories but none of them will turn me on as much as the thought of seeing her with another man. Often, when I’m watching these videos online, I’ll be imagining my wife as the woman in the video having fun with the other guy and if that doesn’t tip me over the edge, then I will turn to our private collection, watch some of the footage that we have collected over the years and that never fails to make me cum in less than five minutes.
I love the thought and I also get turned on by seeing my wife with other men. The more I think about her with other men, the more turned on I get and the more turned on I get, the more I think about her with other men. At one end of the scale, she could be getting roughly fucked in a way that I am unable to do so. The guy fucking her to multiple orgasms and highs and then filling her up with heavy loads.
Alternatively, she could be with someone who has sex with her and it’s more of a “love making” style where the guy she’s into has sex with her slow and tenderly, her eyes transfixed on his and she just can’t get enough of him inside her as she runs her hands over his body. Whether it's at one end of the scale or the other, there is always one constant – the guy is always bare.
A recurring thought that turns me on recently is the thought of her with no protection at all with another guy. No pill, no condom, just raw, pure, natural, naked sex. There is a syndrome which is referred to as “Sperm Competition Syndrome” which is suspected to date back to our ancestors of the ancient world. Before society looked upon itself and determined that people who have sex with more than one person were “bad people”. The theory behind this syndrome is that our brains want to see our women have sex with others to encourage more sex to ensure the survival of the human race.
I have many fantasies about my wife with other men and when I am at home alone, it’s very difficult not to let my mind drift and to start thinking about all the nasty, sexy things she could be getting up to. To give you some idea, one fantasy involves us being in bed (we always sleep naked), she reading a book or doing something on her phone and me just watching YouTube videos when in comes a guy – either someone we know and we see on a regular basis or someone she has met online and invited back to our home.
Of course, I don’t know that this was going to happen. The guy just comes into our room, either strips or the wife strips him, gets in bed with us and starts playing with her. Maybe she turns to me and tells me to start wanking, or they both just ignore me as if I wasn’t there. Sometimes they fuck, sometimes it’s just sex and sometimes its making love. When they're finished, he gets up, small blobs of his cum drip from his cock but also, a small stream of his cum dribbles from her pussy.
He gets dressed, kisses her heavily and leaves. Maybe he says something like “See you again tomorrow night sweetie”. Maybe she replies “Can’t wait baby”. After he has gone, she turns to me, kisses me hard and rubs my cock a little, tells me she loves me, turns over, switches the bedside light off and drifts off to sleep.
Just one last one to keep you going. This last one enters my mind every now and then. The wife has gone out to see one (or maybe even two) of her bulls (unbeknownst to me) and when she comes home, there is no doubt that anyone looking at her would be able to tell that she has been thoroughly fucked.
She comes home late so I’m in bed and watching some videos on YouTube, she enters the bedroom and strips in front of me. There are marks on her body from her lover(s), perhaps light teeth and hand marks. All she has on after she’s stripped is her sheer panties which are extremely wet from her lover(s) cum – soaked through.
She asks me to touch them and I can feel how hot her pussy feels through them and how incredibly damp her panties feel. She says "I’ve had a lot of fun tonight darling, but I’m very sore. Now take that dick out from under the covers, wrap your hand around it and I’ll tell you all about it."
It's getting late but I look forward to sharing more.
Martin - cuckdawg@outlook.com
