Hello,
My name is Nick and my GF's name is Maggie. Maggie is 26 and I am 27. We started dating my senior year of college, and have been together for the last 5 years. She is absolutely stunning, and has an amazing personality. She can be somewhat shy, but once she feels comfortable, she turns into the life of the party. She is goofy, funny, and extremely witty. Her laughter is contagious. I wouldn't say that she's high maintenance, but she definitely does like to be taken care of.
About 2.5 years ago, I finally decided to bring up my cuckolding and humiliation fantasies. While I've had these fantasies since we first started dating, I was nervous to bring them up. I was unsure of how she would react as she is an extremely submissive girl, and very much viewed me as an alpha male.
Maggie has always been attracted to alpha men, and enjoys being led more than leading. While I wasn't an athlete, all her prior boyfriends were college athletes. One was a baseball player, and the other was a football player. While I was never as dominant as her ex BFs, she nonetheless saw me as an alpha male. She had no prior knowledge of how submissive I actually was. Despite the risks, I just couldn't hide it anymore. I realized that my submissive desires are a pretty big part of me, and I didn't think it was fair to either of us to keep them hidden.
When I finally told her about my fantasies, she was taken aback, and a little upset. She didn't understand how or why I would want this. We talked about it for a while, and I explained as best as I could why I wanted it and why it turned me on so much.
I assured her that I wasn't trying to trick her or use it as an excuse to be with other women. After talking about it for hours, she said that while she didn't understand it, she loved me and wanted me to be sexually satisfied. So while she would never want to do it in real life, she was open to role playing if it would make me happy.
Despite her initial reluctance, she quickly warmed up to the role playing. It started out with her recounting her sexual past in detail and how much she loved being dominated by her ex's and other FWB. Slowly, she started opening up more and more. She finally confessed that I am the smallest guy she has ever been with, and how much she misses being dominated.
She said that sometimes when we have sex, she thinks about the ex who was a baseball player fucking her. She said that he was the best sex of her life, and that he did things to her no one ever has been able to do. We slowly started introducing large toys and role playing her ex's fucking her. I'll never forget the look on her face and the gasp she made the first time we used a larger toy.
She's pretty tight and took a couple of minutes for her to take the full thing. Once it was all the way in her, she looked me dead in the eyes and said "I forgot how amazing it feels to actually have a normal size cock in me. You've never been able to make me feel like this Nick". Needless to say, I came immediately, and she continued to orgasm 5 times on the dildo.
The cuckolding and humiliation roleplaying quickly started to dominate our sex life. Even when she said she just wanted to have vanilla sex, she would often tease me and humiliate me. Outside the bedroom things started to change too. She started to become much more dominant and controlling. She started to take charge, and lead the relationship.
She would often make comments about how she needed to find another boyfriend to take care of her, how beta and submissive I had become, and how she misses having a real man in her life. She started dressing much sexier, and became very flirty with other guys. She loved all the attention she was getting when she went out. It was amazing and so much fun. We were closer than ever, and our relationship was better than ever. We were annoying each other less, laughing more, being much more open with each other, and communicating way better. It's like the spark was reignited.
About a year ago, I told Maggie how badly I wanted to be her cuckold in real life. I told her that I know that I am unable to satisfy her, and that she deserves to be with a man who can give her the sexual satisfaction she needs. I asked if she wanted to take the cuckolding from fantasy to reality. Maggie freaked out and said absolutely not, that she didn't even like role playing it, and that she was just doing it for me.
She said it's weird that I even have the fantasy, and that "a real man would never want to see his GF have sex with another guy". I was so confused because it was clear that she did enjoy the idea of me being a cuckold, and I know how much she missed being dominated. I was also kinda hurt because that's the exact reaction I was afraid of. She said that she didn't want to role play cuckolding or humiliate/dominate me anymore. So I dropped it for a couple of weeks thinking that she just needed a break. A few weeks later, I tried to bring it up again, but she shut me down every time. I just dropped it.
Then, about a 5 months ago, Maggie was introduced to this guy Harry through one of her friends. Maggie's friend and Harry are friends from college, and he had just moved to our city for a new job. I met him a couple of times and he's attractive, tall, muscular, a former college football player, and has a very dominant personality. She's been hanging out with her friend as much as she can lately, and I think it's because she wants an excuse to hang out with Harry.
I know they've been texting because I've seen his name pop up on her phone more and more. Ever since she's met him, she's become a totally different person. She's become much more demanding and dominant with me. I feel like with each day that passes she's treating me more and more like a submissive cuckold, and realizing how beta I actually am. She's denying me sex more and more in favor of fucking the dildo. Occasionally when she's drunk, she'll even tease me about being inadequate and a cuckold. It's amazing.
Then, 2 weeks ago, I overheard her telling her friend how she has a huge crush on Harry and how badly she wants him. I know it's risky, but it's so fucking exciting that she's falling for another guy. I want her to cuckold me so badly with him.
Last night I caught her texting him with the large dildo inside her. She didn't know I knew but I watched from a distance until she came and let me tell you she came hard.
I'm sure the next step will be her cheating. She can't help it at this point.
Nick
