Hello,
Hello! Long time lurker here at the blog. I am 25yo and so is my gf. I discovered this blog probably around 2 years ago and that's when my cuckold desires developed.
I have been in a serious releationship with my gf for over 6 years now and it has been pretty normal. She's naturally dominant and doesn't like to submit in bed too much (although when we watch porn she loves it when the girl is being handled).
She's not really into giving bjs or swallowing cum etc., but she really doesn't mind when I lick her and she even loves to push my face against her pussy real hard until she comes ( it's usually hard for me to breath for almost a minute until she finally errupts and releases me." Thats just to explain briefly our sex life.
Lately we fuck maybe 5-8 times a month and I can say I am doing pretty great. My dick is a standard 6-6,5 incher with a competent girth and I do manage to make her cum regularly. The only times when I underperform is when I am very horny and since we always do it bareback I sometimes come before her ( she also gets really tight around me and starts giving this little moans while telling not to stop, so this is when it sometimes gets really hard for me and I have to pull out and come in my hand).
That's usually when I will lick her to orgasm afterwards.
She is the love of my life and my only real long and good relationship. We make a pretty good team in everyday life, we love to cuddle and watch shows together at night.
Before I met her I had a bit of sexual confusion going on in my life. All of it began when a stupid classmate of mine told me that if I put a finger in my butt when I jerk off I am going to have a much harder orgasm and shoot out way more sperm.
So the stupid kid (me) tried it...something about it felt so great..it was wrong and hot. I started with a finger.. then 2 and eventually to small object like pens and markers.
The thing is this desire grew in me and I was thinking how much I wanna try a real dick in there... I was getting into sex-dating sites for gay people and just looking around. Sometimes I would chat with a person (gay top) and make plans to meet but then I would flake and never call them.
Until one day I just really wanted it and the guy lived a few streets from me...I did it. I bottomed to him , sucked his dick, his balls, swallowed his cum etc. I tried it with a total of 3 men (all of them older than me and dominant tops) but eventually I realized that although a part of me liked to feel humiliated and threated like a girl, I wasn't gay.
I was attracted to girls. So I dropped the gay sex and continued with my life normally as if it never happened. There would still be very rare times when a gay desire would arise and I would jerk off to gay porn but that was it. After I was done I had no desires for long periods of time. It was the humliation part of it that made me want it.
Sooo fast forward to 2 years ago and I discover CUCKOLDING. All of my other fetishs and gay thoughts go away and suddenly this desire makes me harder than ever. I became really hooked and watched only cuck videos or interracial stuff for a period of time and then it started going away and coming back at some intervals.
At the begining I couldn't even imagine confessing this to my gf but lately the thought of it has layed so confortably in my head that I actually started thinking of telling her. Then i did.
I began by playing threesome porn for her and general porn where the male is very hung and the girl is tight and is having trouble taking a huge dick. That really opened her eyes that there are dicks that are way bigger than mine and that she's never even seen.
I have started giving her all kinds of hints and really treating her like a princess and so far she has been responding great with a noticable elevated libido and really really wet pussy when we fuck. My dream is for her to start having huge muscular alfa bulls that are way more hung by me so that I can watch her being fucked by a real man and then when he's done he goes away and I can still cuddle and watch stuff with her. Eat her pussy etc.
Well, we haven't done that but she was really excited one day and told me that her ex was in town and that he wanted to meet her. He wasn't an alpha male, he was very much like me with the same size penis and she didn't say anything about him, about him and her being together but I knew what she was thinking.
So we invited him over with my permission, and they started chatting about old times and as the day went on they started to ignore me. My girlfriend kept looking at me to see if that was okay and I would nod and give her the approval she was looking for.
That made her happy and she started to flirt with him and he flirted back. Then she went to the bathroom and came back in a see-through shirt saying that she was hot. One thing led to another and her tits are out, he is all over them and they are making out.
It was like I didn't exist and I was loving it. He played with her for over an hour kissing every inch of her body until it was time to put it in. When he did I came. Then he continued in her for five minutes and came. She did not but she liked it anyway.
After he left I knew what my job was. I went down and cleaned up and made her cum. It was great and she didn't talk about it after but our bedtimes were so much more fun that week. It wasn't exactly what I wanted as he wasn't alpha but it was a great start.
I hope we get more.
Josh
