He Likes watching Guys Fuck me -
My name is Jemma, I have always been a bit of an attention seeker and love it when men look at me, although I'm kind of shy at the same time, I'm an odd mix really... I guess this is why I'm posting, I never really believe that anyone would want to look at me but I love being provocative and adventurous if i can. I was in a relationship a while back where my bf was very domineering and hated when i flirted and fooled around being sexy with other guys, although this just made me want more attention. Anyway, eventually I left him and loved the freedom I was given. I loved going to nightclubs and wearing clothing that was see through so men could stare at my breasts, although I'm shy I love that tingle of exhilaration when I'm being naughty and revealing a tad too much skin etc.... Then I met my current boyfriend. He is amazing and we are both really happy, I noticed he really likes it when other guys look at me and will grab my breasts and hitch my skirt up if we are out together. At first I was conflicted as I would never want to appear cheap and I kept thinking, "This is too much people will think I'm one of those cheap porn star wannabees" truth is, I'm just the opposite which is weird. I'm quiet and love to read so the total opposite of the typical "out there" attention seeker but there's that other side to me that just adores being naughty!
My boyfriend started telling me all about his cuckold fantasies. He would love it if I was with another guy and he could watch that guy fuck me. He's more into watching me with other guys than the whole bull thing, but really gets off thinking about other guys fucking me or coming inside me.
This was all totally new to me so at first I didn't know what to think. I was a bit conflicted because we are so in love... "how come he wants to share me?" entered my mind etc... but the more I thought about it the more excited I got. I found myself fantasizing all the time about sneaking off with a guy at a bar whilst my boyfriend watched us fuck from a dark corner with the music blaring. I'm quite rocky and go for rock guys usually. You know tattoos long hair etc... and when I started working at my new job their was one particular guy there who I really wanted. Gorgeous. I felt so guilty because I really love my boyfriend but I found myself doing all I could to get his attention at work. One day, it was just me and him in the locker room before our shift. I felt my heart flutter when I saw it was just us and turned to put my bag in my locker.
What I really wanted was for him to come up behind me and just tear all my clothes off and take me their in the locker room right there but instead, because it's real life and not a porn film :) we just gave each other a flirty smile. He made a comment about how he thought I looked sexy and I shyly said "thanks" and laughed. Then I just made a decision. I needed to put my uniform on and usually went to get changed in the changing rooms but I wanted him to see me... I kept thinking it would be so hot! So I turned my back to him and lifted my top off... as if it were the most natural thing in the world. I knew he was into tattoos so I turned with my back facing him and heard him give a nervous, laugh when he saw i had no bra on. "Like my tattoo?" I said breathlessly. I had my back to him but he got a fair view of my boobs when I bent down to unzip my jeans. I undid them and started to take them down just to my hips when he said " Yeah...You look sexy, nice body..." I beamed inside at that point.
I wish I could say that I went over and fucked him senseless which is what i really wanted to do, but we both were called to start work and I could see he was hard when he got up. This is where I wish that real life was like it is in the movies... coz in the movies we would have had hot steamy sex in the locker room. I am inviting him over soon for a movie night and we are both into movies. That's where I hope something will happen If i can touch him I think i'd cum there and then. I'm imagining my boyfriend sitting next to me whilst my friend from work edges his fingers up my thigh to play with my wet pussy. That would be so Hot! But, sadly it hasn't got to that yet. I hope i'm confident enough to go through with it.
I guess I'm just posting as I'm new to all this cuckold stuff and it is such a turn on for my boyfriend. I just would like some honest feedback as to whether anyone has been in a similar situation where somethings "nearly" happened. My boyfriend thinks I'm really sexy but I think a lot of the time my own self doubt stands in the way of me truly expressing what I want when other guys are around me. I always think "why would they look at me, i cant, I'm too shy etc..." even though inside I'm screaming to be fucked or touched by these guys. If any guys out their are in a similar situation, or girls.... whereby I mean they desire a cuckold experience but have had no luck in reality yet i'd love to hear from you. I'm not looking for compliments or anything like that but i'd like to know if people think I am desirable enough to enter the cuckold world? Do you always have to be super extrovert or a happy medium like me? I have no idea if I'm sexy enough... I'm into girls too as well as guys and find myself getting to that hot moment.... the turning point... then thinking I'm not sexy enough.
So, any one who has any advice on the whole cuckold experience i'd love to hear from you as I'm a very keen newbie, and i'd love someone (particularly any rocky guys ;)) to indulge my cuckold fantasy with for my first encounter!
email me on fizzyblonde69 @ hotmail.co.uk
Jemma x
