She is Now Loving It -
I just found this blog and it seems like a good place to talk about the amazing things that have happened in my marriage this year. As I write this, looking back on the last 6 months, I'm a little stunned at how quickly it's happened. In terms of her cuckolding / dominating me, it's like I gave her a little push at the top of the hill, and now she's an 18 wheeler going 100 mph with no signs of stopping.
A tiny bit of background: Married for 7 years, she's hot, I've always been submissive with a small cock, had trouble pleasing her during intercourse, etc... In other words - all the right ingredients.
Our sex life had gradually slowed to a standstill over the years for various reasons, including the ones above. We got drunk and had a real frank talk about it in March. We let loose our feelings, complaints, and ideas to make it better. I ended up really spilling the beans, telling her that I needed to be dominated, dreamt of being put in chastity, and that I felt she deserved to go outside the marriage to be sexually pleased if I couldn't do it. Was she shocked? Yah, to an extent. But I could also tell her wheels were turning and she was a little intrigued. We talked about over the next week or so, and before I knew it, she told me to order the CB-3000. (I guess she did some research on her own!)
Without going into every sing detail, I'll just say she got into the idea of being sexually "free" again pretty quickly. She had a co-worker who she flirted with a lot, and decided to target him. One night in May, after a bunch of her co-workers had gone out, they ended up alone. I was home alone that night, and I just had a feeling it might be happening when she didn't answer her phone. She got home about 12:30 a.m., and I knew what took place before she even spoke. I was mortified in many ways but so completely turned on as well.
Some of the highlights of the months that followed:
- Having her call me and then drop the phone by the side of the bed during their lovemaking. What a bizarre, emotional feeling it was to hear her screams of ectasy.
- Having her take a different man up to our favorite lakeside vacation spot over the summer. That's where she snapped these pics and sent it to my phone. (Obsessed with her breasts as I am, it hit me hard).
- Having to explain to my friends while I wasn't accompanying her to the lake this year.
- Being ordered by her lover to go take care of his place while they were away at the lake. Taking out the garbage, bringing in the mail, mowing the lawn, etc... This one stung quite a bit.
- Watching as she's developed an actual relationship with one man. The sitting in bed while talking and laughing now bugs me more than the sex.
I thought it'd be good for me to write about this round people who know what this is like. I'm enjoying it greatly, and am very happy she's being satisfied as she should.
Yes, her breasts are incredible. I'm rarely allowed to touch them anymore, which is really driving me nuts.
Last week she later told me that she was initially pretty taken aback by some of the things I said on that first night, but ended up talking with very "progressive" female friend of hers that helped her see the advantages of what I'd proposed. Plus, she realized how passionate I was about being submissive. And once she started ordering me around, she realized that she enjoyed it and even had a bit of a cruel streak.
I have not been confronted or seen any of his neighbors while doing chores at his house, and I'm glad for that. I'm really turned on by the fact of going over there, but I'm still incredibly embarrassed. I never really heard much about my performance from him, except for teasing me about the fact I had to do it. I guess that means I did ok. The wife seems to think it's very funny.
She also just called and it sounds like she's going out with him on Saturday night, and that they'll be getting a hotel room. he's been out of town lately, so she's assured me they're going to "fuck like teenagers" several times. I'm really excited and completely dreading it at the same time. I might just watch a bunch of movies Saturday night as I'll be sitting home alone....cause what else am I gonna do?
Sorry it's not the nice flowing type of story the blog is used to but my mind is a mess and that is how things are coming out.
Husband T
