Hello,
My fiance is a wonderful woman. She's accomplished, invested, and generally takes care of business. We fell in vanilla love HARD and could not figure out why. She is pretty in my eyes which admittedly made the honeymoon phase easy.
Our sex was disgusting and she already wasn't holding back. I brought up cuckolding about 6 months in and more out an absolute love for looking at her. I asked "do you have pictures with other guys in your phone," while we were baked and a little drunk in bed.
SHE LIT UP and started showing me nudes from old texts she sent. All solo stuff, just her but seeing her scroll through the sexting to find them was making me lightheaded I was so horny. I'd kiss her and watch her scroll to another photo.
Then it happened, she passed a video. I stopped her and made her scroll back but she fought me and pushed the phone in her chest. I kissed her and begged. I knew what I was begging for. I knew what was likely in the video. She smiled and half overted her face while holding the phone up just for me. It was the only thing I could see under the blanket glowing at 3 in the morning. I hit play.
There were her beautiful legs bouncing off off a stranger while she got fucked in the ass. I watched the whole thing over and over while playing with her pussy to let her know it was okay. I even licked my fingers to let her know I want to put her first. We fucked VIOENTLY after that and never looked back.
It's like we said the code word to each other. She showed me every text, every Instagram DM, and even a video from a day I remember. She was going into the city to buy something while I was at work. This was early in our relationship and I literally stared at the clock all day until I met her at the train.
She was beautiful, her hair looking like she was fucked. We fucked hard that night to, she fingered my ass and made me drink a stream of tequila from her pussy. But fast foward to now and the video she was showing me was from that day in a man's apartment in the city with her sucking dick until he absolutely filled her mouth with cum. She had the video because he texted it to her. Which means another man has a video of fucking my fiance's throat a month into us dating. I almost proposed then.
As months went on she became more comfortable cheating on me. We acknowledge the term cuckolding but prefer "cheating" as I have less say and it keeps the cruelty of her decisions up front. Her friends know, they know I eat her after, and they know she glows in thst energy of control.
She calls me her gay husband. She's made me admit I'm gay to her friends who questioned why she was with me until they really paid attention. Aside from this link we are inseparable and supportive. She obviously loves me and I obviously love her.
And so now here I am, waiting till the morning to receive a video from the woman I asked to marry me. A video of her sucking cock like she has all the time in the world because she does. She's spending the night and I'm home masturbating.
I've been made to show her when I jerk off, once over facetime while she was having a threesome with another man and his girlfriend. She made me go to the closet and grab my plug, she explained to him by way of telling me again that she'd never do a threesome with me, not because she doesn't love it; she definitely does.
She loves pussy, but she loves making me a pussy even more; and the imbalance of power in our sexual relationship makes her the type of happy I want to see forever.
So I accept it, I look for new ways to show it, I'm a pussy and I love her.
The Gay Husband
