Mental Torment and Humiliation

Hello,

So it is now 2 years since my wife had sex with another man and I very much miss the excitement it bought to our lives.

So I have to rely on her past experiences for my sexual pleasure.

When she was younger she went through periods where she was so horny, dirty minded and sexily wicked it was unreal. This was about 20 years ago and she did something to me that still makes me squirm with pleasure When I thjnk about it.

At the time we had a a friend, David, who although about 15 years older than us was a very fit, competitive charming man. Although married he was very fond of the ladies and had numerous affairs. We used to meet up with him occasionally for a drink and a chat and his favourite topic of conversation was women and sex. My wife, going through one her horny times loved it and he seemed to enjoy talking sex with a female audience, especially as she openly flirted with him.

It wasnt long before she started cucking me by sleeping with him. she didn't tell him that I knew and wouldn't tell me much about what she did with him. A few weeks after she first had sex with him we were supposed to meet him for a drink. I was a little reluctant to go as I said I would feel a bit awkward sitting there knowing they had been screwing. At my wife's insistance we met up with him and I had to sit there acting like I didn't know what was going on. My wife then put him on the spot by asking him who his latest sexual conquest was. He looked a bit taken aback and replied that he couldn't say as he promised to keep it secret. She started asking what she was like and if the sex was good. Although a little hesitant at first he must have realised that she was trying to get him to talk about their sex life in front me and he soon warmed to the task as my wife asked him very intimate questions about his latest adventure.

By this time my heart was pounding and my stomach was in my mouth as with my wife's encouragement and coaxing he told me in intimate detail exactly what he had done with her. Of course still had no idea that I knew who he was talking about and he went on to describe what she wore for him... high shoes/black stockings and suspenders/short black skirt etc. he told me that she was a really good fuck and described all the positions and locations he had fucked her in. With her careful questioning he told me that they fucked bare back and she got him to describe to me the first time he slipped his cock into her. By now he was loving it and really getting into his stride.

She coaxed him into telling me that this woman had said her husband wasn't very well endowed (I'm not) and she needed to be with a guy who could give her a hard fucking. I remember one of the last things he told me was that after sex he liked to lie with her fondling her tits and watching his spunk dribble down her thighs.

All through this I had to pretend I didn't know who he was talking about and try to look like I was enjoying the conversation. It was incredibly humiliating but at the time really exciting. My wife really looked like she enjoyed herself and to cap a truly memorable evening she gave me the ultimate choice. She said as I had to be at work early the next day, if I wanted I could go home early and she would get a ride home with David.

In other words "if you go home now I will fuck him tonight--you choose"

I went home alone.

When my wife evetually got home she told me that listening to her lover telling me what he had done to her was a real turn on. She also told David that the more graphic he had become the hornier she had become as I'm sure he found out on the way home!

My wife continued to see him, which wasn't difficult. He owned some holiday properties in town and was refurbishing one them and as I worked shifts she had plenty of opportunity. She still wouldn't give me any details of what she did with him saying that if I wanted to know we would have to meet David again for a drink. At this time I was riding an emotional rollercoaster. It was a mix of incredible jealousy and intense excitement all rolled into one. As I said before my wife could be very wicked in a sexy way and sensing my mental turmoil would add to it by making me make decisions about what she should do. For instance, she was playing with my cock one night and asked me if I thought she was a naughty girl. When I said yes she asked me if I would like her to get David to spank her. She knew the mental turmoil I would suffer and that I would have to say yes.

Two weeks later we met with David again for a drink. As we entered the bar my wife dropped a little bombshell on me. She said if I wanted to know what she had been upto then tonight I would have to ask the questions.

So after the initial small talk and with my heart pounding and my hands shaking I asked him how things were going with his new woman.

He told me that she was the horniest bitch he had screwed and she could not get enough of his cock. He said she loved to dress like a whore for him and she would sit astride him his cock buried deep inside her and she would be shouting "fuck me fuck me!"

He told me that she a had beautifully suckable tits, a gorgeously tight little cunt and that she had told him that she loved the feel of his cock inside her.

On one occasion she bent over a kitchen worksurface her skirt riding up showing her stocking tops. She then started wiggling her ass to him so he went up behind her pulled her thong to one side and slid into her very slowly from behind.

With all the guys she saw after this we never managed to recreate the same set of circumstances and she never let me watch her in action, which I suppose would be the ultimate torment. However she was quite inventive and found other ways to torment and excite me.

With one guy she would go off at the weekend and not tell me when she was coming back.

With another guy she was seeing she offered me the chance of a cheap thrill. She told me to wait outside a certain shop at a specified time in shopping centre about 20 miles from home. I went and waited at the specified time and about 10 minutes later she turned up arm in arm with her latest guy. They then disapeared into a sex shop. I followed them in and discreetly watched her choosing underwear he was buying for her to wear for him. Loved that.

With another guy who was particularly well built she made a clay model of his cock which I had to keep on my bedside table when she was with him as a reminder to me of what she was getting.

She has also made me go and buy her condoms for her and she would say things like "bring ribbed ones because I like the feel of them inside me."

Not surprisingly I have never told any of my friends about our lifestyle however my wife had a very close pal who she told about our adventures. Whenver she came round to our place I would be really embarrassed and keep out of the way. My wife found this most amusing so she devised a plan to give me an excruciatingly humiliating experience. In her usual way she gave me a choice. If I wanted her to go out and play that weekend then I would have go into town and buy some lingerie for her from a specific shop. Problem was her friend ran the shop! So I ended up in a lingerie shop with her friend helping me choose underwear that she knew my wife was going to be wearing for another guy. So humiliating at the time but good looking back on it.

Going Insane