Hello,
Recently I managed to tell the wife that I had a sudden urge that I've never had before. Until very recently I had always seen the cuckold lifestyle as a bit too extreme and not for me. The cock cage and the idea of being submissive and letting the wife do as she pleased to me while fucking who she wants was all too much and too out of my character.
I have always been into the hotwife scenario, her being sneaky and arranging to be fucked by exes or work colleagues is something she teases me with. I've always loved the idea of it feeling like a cheating sensation to me, it being a secret and having the option to tell me or not if she wanted to get away with it and potential to never tell me or if she wanted to tell me even the same day while I'm eating her soaking wet cum filled pussy or arse knowing I'm eating their cum out of her.
Recently she started holding off on sex and making me watch her play with herself. She would make me eat my own cum by spitting it back into my mouth and telling me my cock wasn't big enough to deserve to be inside her. The thing that I put my sudden change of heart into cuckolding is recently she denied me sex for a whole 10 days, one night she slapped my balls and made me admit that I would do anything she said even suck someone's dick.
With that I agreed and a second slap of the balls came and she told me I was pathetic. What happened next I can't explain, maybe it was deprivation and I hadn't cum in 10 days but the thought of a cock in my mouth to please her made me cum in my boxer shorts, I felt a warm sticky shot of cum hit my boxers and run down my leg. She looked at me with a shocked and mischievous look on her face and reminded me that I was pathetic and that there was no way I would be fucking her any time soon.
I was embarrassed and totally ashamed of myself that I cum thinking about a guy putting his cock in my mouth and tasting the pre cum dribble into my mouth, I've struggled to look myself in the mirror. Recently she has reminded me every night that I want to suck a dick and that I may be gay or bisexual, this is so humiliating to me as I'm definitely not, I have no interest in men at all, while I can appreciate an attractive male I have never been sexual motivated by males. Now we have bought a cock cage and she has told me I will be wearing it.
Well today was a strange feeling, again I've not had sex in a few days and my balls ache to the feeling of eating my wife's perfect little arse and pussy. During a work training corse I was paired up with a guy he was around the same height as me 5' 10" and he was athletically built like myself.
He was in his early twenties however and a lot more boyish than myself, however obviously a muscular wide frame and a good looking guy. Now I don't know if it was the thought of someone like that a young strong fertile man dominating my wife and filling her full of cum on many occasions and the risks that would have or what.
Those thoughts escalated to could I watch that happen, like I said before watching her being fucked is not something that has ever interested me, I like the mystery and risk of her not telling me everything. Then the thoughts escalated quickly to would he be someone my wife could make me taste his cock for her benefit and to make me do as I'm told.
We had to do physical actions which included being pressed together at times during this training corse and I couldn't help think about these things in my head, finding myself getting mentally aroused. I have told the wife I have a confession to make to her, I'm so embarrassed and ashamed I thought about the possibility of sucking his cock today and making my wife's biggest fantasy come true.
The thoughts are clearly motivated by my efforts to please and impress my wife as a cuckold husband, but non the less I thought about it otherwise. Of course it won't happen as he has no idea and this is really out there. But I can't help but find myself here, caged and emasculated. I never would have guessed in a million years.
It won't be long before she takes the leap and I'll be further stuck in my rut.
LittleMan
