Hello,
So basically I've been with my girl for 5 years now. We have been engaged for 4 years. We are as strong as you can get, we have an amazing friendship as well as romance. We are perfect in every way. Expect for many years I had deep insecurities. She is the most loyal and trusting person you could ever imagine but I was constantly paranoid of her cheating on me. It got so bad that I wouldn't let her speak to other men, wear any clothes showing skin and become a controlling freak ( I was an Absolute dick. )
I felt bad for putting her through this but I had some real mental issues and she understood that. I went and saw a psychiatrist And long story short the trust issues stemmed from being abandoned as a young child by my parents. Regardless I'm a man now and I shouldn't have ever let those things get to me.
I'm 6 foot and I'm currently a cruiser weight Amateur boxing champ in my state and I've even confronted people for hitting on my girlfriend. I felt terrible afterwards, they didn't know she wasn't single and my animal instincts just took control. But cuckolding has completely changed all of this.
So how I started getting into hotwifing/cuckolding. Simply I watched one video on cucking and that was the start. I jacked off it and came and swore I would never ever watch a video like that again because it was completely against my morals.
It wasn't though it was just against ego. I kept on jacking off to cuckold porn. Sometimes I'd say I'd watch it and pretend I'm the bull but I never was. After a year of watching it, it eventually leaked into my relationship. My girl and her friends were going to a music festival and all her friends were dressing slutty, I told her I want her to dress slutty.
She was shocked.
I said I don't mind as long as I'm there. She dressed up mildly slutty and that night we were having sex and I kept talking about it. I said I loved that all the guys were looking at you, it made me feel good that your mine and I show you off, show them what they can't have. She loved this idea but in reality I liked it because other guys were checking her out.
This dirty talk of her looking like a slut in public slowly got bigger and bigger till I was saying how much I like it when guys try and fuck you.
One night we were sexting and she asked me what my deepest fantasies were. I took a deep breath, shitting myself, I said that I like the idea of her being unfaithful. She was shocked but she said she some degree already knew after all the dirty talk of her looking slutty in public.
Things escalated very quickly. We stayed up all night talking about scenarios of her having sex and being a hot wife. Since then we've jumped into cuckolding. She hasn't fucked anyone yet but she's met up and hooked up with a few guys, making out with them all and a few felt off her tits.
My insecurities and trust issues have completely vanished, I'm a happier more kind person now. We are as strong as we have ever been. My work life is better my relationships with other people is better I'm happier more positive less stressed less angry less controlling and all round a better man.
Cuckolding has completely changed my life and I think I was meant to come across this fetish. We hear so many bad things about it and how it's such a negative thing to be cuckolded but that's so far from the true.
I will always stay loyal to my girl and she'll probably always be unfaithful to me and that's how we like it.
I'm still a man I'm still the dominate one always but being a cuckold has got rid of my ego that was hurting me and my partner. We never fight now.
I really owe a lot to cuckolding.
Don
